FiRst of 2008

March 10th, 2008 by shine4christ

I think the last entry i post was exactly a year ago.. and my oh my.. i have no idea time flies so fast… i did want to do a post while i was here in december last year.. and for those who knew, friendster a lil sotz and i cant logon to my blog ever… that is where the era of facebook suddenly swipe across the continentals of me…

But nevertheless, facebook is fun because only it has games and other applications. In terms of privacy and testimonials which i must say, friendster does better, but now they make it to comments instead of testimonials so… it kind of lost it’s meaning

However, to all who did wait for my blog.. or never did.. just want to shared something that happen recently.. this story begins~~

On the end of last year, the greatest news that ever happen in my life was that i knew i did my best in the exam and i know i am not going to fail, however when the results was out.. i was really surprise to find out i just make it instead of scoring high.. i was a lil sad, but most happy because my uni days are over…. yea…As  began my life i realized that i’m going into the working world.. which seems somethign i never want to.. but it will come to pass…

Somehow or rather, something just make me awake from me moment of joy, telling me.. is this really what i want? or is this what God wants? You see, i know that there is this voice inside me head telling me to go into ministry but there is another voice that tells me i should work so i could earn money. Yes i do agree the saying that money is not everything, but without money you can do nothing. BUT how many of us are so caught up in the work that we forgot what we are called to do in the first place?Some of us we know what is ahead and what we do pleases God… that i have to say great guys. go on and continue to do what you are called to do. But how many of us that still in the midst of our work or sleep that it occurs to our mind." I shOUld HAve done That?"

There is a saying that, the greatest treasures on this planet are not those sunken treasures from the Pirates of Caribbean, or is it The National Treasure where Nicholas Cage unfolds the lost world? Or is it the fossils of dinosaurs from Power Rangers Jurassic Park?( o.k.. i exaggerate…) The greatest treasures are not those, not any part closer to those but the ones which are buried to the ground. Not Un?

o.k… rephrase, The greatest treasures are not those which are lost from time nor riches that was never found… but the potential and talents from which individual never tried to explore, and bring it back to the ground. How many of us, that as we walk and talk and do something, realizing we’re just doing something that others have told us to? or just doing something because it seems to be the easiest so we could blend it? Does it ever occur to that each one of us, is capable of doing something greater? If you say no.. then this question is for you, " did you ever thought to yourself.. Surely, there must be more than this ? or surely…. i could have done better?"

The first of 2008, as many of them have resolutions to do well or become millionares, hei…. i have no intention to stop you,but the deepest satisfaction of one, is not that he/she got what they wanted, but did more and exceed what they never expected. So the first of 2008, let yourself out. In all things that i say again, seek first the kingdom of God… and truly none others speak more about yourself when you do so. IS it our kingdom we are building, or God’s kingdom? cheers~~God Bless to all

MaRCh-iN- JuBiLe3 2007

March 19th, 2007 by shine4christ

Hello Blog, it’s funny that when it seems things becoming so hard for me, i turn to you and write, but when life is going on along with happy moments, i just dont say anything on you… hahaha.. poor blog. Will try to keep in Touch with Ya k?

The Year of 2007, is The year where God’s will be done in my life. "Let Your Kingdom come, LET Your Will Be done". This year, i really see, that there will be a new level of intimacy with me and him. As last year, i really seek His Kingdom first, and this year is His will be done. I ponder and wonder, truely there are so many occassions in life that, when we say let your kingdom come, we see things begin to happen and take place, and yet we still question God why is it happening? And then we turn Him against us.

That is why this year, is the year that i want God’s will in my life. If something is happening in the grounds of Malaysia one day, and i believe in revival, i’m gonna rise up and see it come to pass. This year, the year of jubilee, where God will perform wonders in my life, people will know God through me, and even the sick will become strong because when Kingdom comes, there will be no more pain, suffering , sorrow and tears. But maybe… tears of joy = )

I started off this year with 4 subjects in my head, and one of them… (till today) really killing me. Guess i have to work harder again right? But that’s not the main point. Year 2006 has gone, and i did went back for my hols, and truely.. none other years have been so significant in my life like 2006. I’ve met up with friends, see them and ask about each others lifes. I’ve met up with my family members and we really catch up and there was really like a bond that i know this time when i leave kk, things will never be the same again.

to a reminder to myself, everyone that i meet is either someone i will bring a blessing or a curse. It’s not some big a deal, but truely, if we look again, we are being judgemental and will talk about something about the new guy we met. So the question is, will you be a someone that they will remember? or some nosy fella that no one will take notice?  For me…. You will KNow me….

I Love You~~

October 23rd, 2006 by shine4christ

Dedicated to friends around the world, whether in a relationship or not, there is always someone that loves you more than you ever know~

I love you more than you know
Even if I tried, my heart would never say ‘no’

I Love you more and more each day
You’re so adorable - what more can I say ;P

I Love your smile and funny ways
I think about you every minute of the day

I Love hearing your voice in my ear
When you’re sad… i get a tear

I love you and i know i always will
My love’s so strong it’s bigger than any hills

I love you dear and i wanna let you know
No matter how far we are apart -
My love for you will cover you like snow               ……….. AnGelSun7

There IS NO GOD!!

October 23rd, 2006 by shine4christ

Let me see, 3-4 months my last entry?hahaha.. but oh well, guess no one noticed it anyway! Just something that i post up that is for me to read back at times and work as a reminder of what and how things have occured in my life.

Ever felt like you just wake up? not wanting to do anything, and just let the day drift by?Ever felt when you’re witha  bunch of friends, then as they laugh you just sit there not konwing what they saying?ever felt that sometimes you do something, even you dont even know what you’re doing? ever felt like you did something so wrong, that it seems impossible to forget and move on?ever felt that what you’re fighting for, that when you reached it was not something you imagined? Or is this the time that you think, why am i living on this world for? or the more saying, why did God lead me to this??

Not much of my life, but some that i went through.. as i gazed along the path i’ve walked there are so many that i’ve hurt deep and cruel. I never want it to happen, but it happen anyway, so badly that our paths split and we walked our seperate ways. I’m saying because this is my life and my song, but i’m not going to let it detemine which master i belong.

In times of my slack i always sit on my chair, wondering what will happen to me next day, then i just wonder and wonder and wonder along, that i am so lost in my own world alone. Happy indeed that no one sees what i do in the dark, because my doors are lock and my secrets kept deep in my heart. Hoping no one would see me like this, because no one understands what i’m going through, i let out a cry which makes me visible to my own truths. IS there a God i ask, and is He ever there? Please God why, would you have me in this situation today?

You are who you are for a reason, you’re part of an intricate plan. You’re a precious and perfect unique design, Called God’s special woman or man

You look like you look for a reason, Our God made no mistake. He knit you together within the womb, You’re just what He wanted to make.

The parents you had were the ones He chose, and no matter how you may feel. They were customed designed with God’s plan in mind, and they bear the Master’s seal

No, the trauma you faced was not easy, and God wept that it hurts you so. But it was allowed to shape your heart, so into His likeness you’d grow

You are who you are for a reason, you’ve been formed by the Master’s rod. You are who you are beloved, because there is a God!           ……. by Russel Kelfer

Dedicated to the ones i love~~ and the ones who’s lost….

life is not unfair as long as you look up to the cross..

Shout Your Fame

August 23rd, 2006 by shine4christ

This Blog, is dedicated to the One and only, none and the other, Creator of life, The Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, life-saver, my Lord and most of all my friends, God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

MAny of you might know or dont know that i have been struggling with my studies, and true enough a person at my ag ought to be working right now, not in uni or somesort. But i guess God is bringing me a lifetime of lessosn which only can be learnt at Uni times. This is an incident, where i told God that if you make it happen, i’ll blog your name here.

Last semester was pretty crazy for me. New environment,new friends and ne things to tryout! no doubt when it comes to studies i was a lil slack, but i did give in more effort than any college years. Funny, it’s like every year i always study harder than before, is it suppose to be that way?It all came to the point when my finals was over and the results. Interestingly, although i know i’m going to fail at least 2, i only falied one.. was really dissapointed but on the same hand, i felt it was crazy cause i only needed 3 points to pass… my hols was instantly spoilt carrying the guilt and that i have to tell my parents about this! I tried to convince them at that time, i was sick and that my housemates were present to be my witness, i was like turning blue that whole week. Then i decided to go to look for the lecturer, and decided to plead for extra marks. I could still come back in Jan to take the supplementary paper, but i dont want to come back so early just to get one paper….

I teid looking for the lecturer for 2 weeks, and i cant find her. Mailed her personal mail, and no reply.. worse still it bounces back replying that it’s not a valid e-mail add… was really depressed and tired going everyday to look for her. Then in my most down situation, i hear a voice telling me," Praise Him" i was like, huh? if i praise now, my mum would bring me as a living sacrifice to praise the Lions man… but then, nevertheless i stiil praise HIm, and while doing so i felt the urge to pray over this subject,and somehow a very deep and convincng spirit assured that i’m going to pass it. ( still i need to find my lecturer !!)

I went on and in the end mailed the uni tellinf that i cant find her, and ask for immediate assistance. Later i foudn out was that she was teaching in another Uni, and that she manage to be located and get back to me. She requested that we meet on one Monday, which will see how it goes. It was thursday. Then througout the days i prayed, until sunday when i go to church. This is th most amazing thing!

Ps. Matt was sharing and he came to a point of indentifying a problem, then praying, and lastly on Prophecy! this blew me away as it hit me hard that to make the paper pass is a big problem, but nevertheless, i prayed and prophesy that i am going to pass the paper! It was a moment of enjoyment and laughter as you hear the whole church, began to claim and prophecy on each others lives! it was just great! Hench, when the service is over, i got back timid again.. not knowing what the lecturer will do. But when i got back to my room i prayed again, claiming that i’ll get to pass the paper, cause my God never Fails me!!

On the long awaiting day, i went to see the lecturer… i was just steps away and the fear of being rejected is surfacing my thoughts! let me remind you, that she gives the grads to people, very very lowly…as in, out of 60%, the highest was like 45%? just totally crazy. Then i closed my eyes, and prayed at the front door of her office claiming and prophecy again to see my paper pass! Then i went it~~

She sat there, saw me and greeted me and then we were talkign about what happened. i found out that there was a letter which i gave her to inform her of my incapability to perform my best during her paper, but she cliams that it never reached her. So we talked about the problem and she was like a lil reluctant to give me points. While explaining why i did badly my heart was like praying as well, like… God Slain Her in Your name, that she will change my points, hahaha.. crazy thought! but that’s what happened. She then turned around and took my paper, and open and read it… then before i know whatw as going on, she then told me she managed to allocate some points which can add up to my final grad… and thus… i PAssed!!!

I was so overjoyed that i was lost for words, and almost knelt down in front of her in gratitude! But the greatest feeling was that my heart wa sshouting OUt, " GODDD You ROCK!!!!" hahaha… and thus then… another miracle happen in my life.

I thank you Lord for challenging me to prophecy on things which seems impossible in our eyes. So many times we’ve always put you in our world of boxes limiting what you can do in our lifes,and i am truely guilty to be one of them! it’s lie when i’m in toruble that i will go open this box, but then i will limit you to do certain things eg: oh, My God can do this only, he wont do that, He He he… hai… who are we to limit Him? I thanked you Lord, for helping me teraing up the box and see what you can do! Truely, my God is Big, So strong so Mighty, Cares for me, goes beyond my wildest dreams… and there’s nothing my God cannot do. My God is BIGG!!

NumB3rs~~

August 15th, 2006 by shine4christ

it’s realllllly been a long long time since i last posted something here, hmm… but guess it doesnt matter anyway.Am not a frequent blogger, so…. hahaha, forgive for those who ever wanted to read my blog.

A big thank you for all that have remembered my birthday. Oh, i’ve aged, but age is just a number, and i am still the nutsy as ever! To the group here that somewhat surprise me, giving the first Auzzie birthday celebration, but again…Asian Rulez!! hahaha.. i am not racist, just that those who really celebrated for me are all Asians =) i dont blame anyone here for not remembering my birthday, due to fact that i am still considered a newbie in this country. A special thanks to Joanna, for baking me a "bayley" cheesecake( hope i didnt say wrongly) it’s one of the most richest, finest cheesecake since i ever ate. So whoever she marries, hahaha….. will go Cheeseee SIn all following years, hahaha.. o.k o.k -_-”’  But not forgetting, those who were there as well, Win, Jo, Vinc, Lisa, Lisye, Lyn and Anthony.

Remembering again, for all those who msg me, sennt a testi to me, it doesnt matter if its not a gift, but your greetings to me have really moved my heart most. Hin Loong, Ashley, Kat-Miao, Linda Bo,Jayson, James, Ivy,Karen Lai, Felicia, Felix, Anne, LegoBeng, Ken, Esther and Connie. Thank You for remembering my big day =) oh, i’ve got a t-shirt, and 3 cakes to eat for my birthday, Woohooo!(one of it is Joanna’s le, hahaha)

a special dedication to Delia, and also Shanti. Delia, thanks for calling, although it was a day late, i treasure more the moments we chatted on the phone with so much cathching up to do!!And you are also one friend who soemtimes seems MIA but then when meet up, it seems like we have never part before.. it’s cool Dels ; )

Shanti, i always knew you wont forget my birthday, dunno why, but of all people, i knew you surely will send me something,just that this time it was in your xanga! looking back at the pics you posted, i suddenly realised how much time have passed and we have known each other. Not to say we are closely related because of the sense we were childhood friends, but the bond of us exceeds the of childhood being! it doesnt matter, i still see you more than a sister, a friend, someone accountable in my life =) Thanks for everything!!

Then here, i want to say thanks to my mum and sis who called me to wish me as well. These people are the most important in my life. Without them, i mught be in a jail cell now, lost in the world, and hopeless. Thanks Mum and sis, I love you all, and always will. I Am always always your sunnyboy, since young and now, and forever will. Sorry for turning into a crazy guy right now, but mum, i got that from you, hahaha..

Oh, i forgot.. to my dear angel… thanks for being with me all the while! You’ve endured with me so much, even when i am lousy to you.As both of us know we chose this future together. It’s not an easy one, and the bumps, storms and winds will come against us. And in a matter in fact, it did! You stood by me, encourage me and have been accountable to me so much. Although it’s the 2nd year i cant celebrte this  birthday with you together, i am looking forward to the ones we will in the future!! Thank you again, my dear angel… Angel Lim.

Before i end this today, this blog entry is just a gratitude, for friends who has been with me, know me, hurt me, crush me,guide me, laugh with me and of course love me….. all of you, made me who i am today! Not like i have become successful in life, but i have found out that life is so different with you. Knowing that i am not alone, is the greatest birthday present of all. One thing if i am successful in life, i would say its meeting all of you. here i quote from Visa" there are somethings money cant buy" having a car to go mamak = RM 60K

having petrol to go mamak= RM 60

having Roti canai at mamk =RM 0.60

having You guys either in or off mamak   = Priceless!!   Thank You all!!

PositIonInG~

May 22nd, 2006 by shine4christ

It has been 4 months, and after the camp i had, besides knowing friends from all over the world, easter was just amazing to me. Getting to see people’s life change is even better than any other celebration around the world. Believe it or not, as we celebrate for ones salvation, Heaven is throwing a party! Although, still i dunno where on earth the easter Bunny appears, but it still makes me wonder. Why on earth is there easter eggs? and bunnies? for all i know, BUnny dont lay eggs!! especially Choc flavoured ones as well 0_o??i wonder…

Weather is now cold like 2C everyday, but compared to some of my friends on up NOrth on the globe, guess you guys must have gone through some brain freeze moments yea? haha.. for me… i just like chilling feeling, like those in the fridge, not like in the cold storage freezers type.

This time round, i’ve been looking into the area that most people cannot seem to let go, Unforgiveness. For us that know’s how it’s like when someone hurts you, BIG time, it seems impossible for us to forgive him/her. Thoughts like," I’ll Never Be able to fogive her, or He cannot be forgiven, He This to me, she that to me…. the list just goes on and on. I myself lived in this world, and betrayal, unloyalty and even backstabbing.. all that you can name of besides murder has already occured in my life. Some of you guys must be thinking, yea yea… you’re different and you have no idea what i went through and how the person/ what the person did to me is non- even comparable to what you could imagine… i agree that, but guess what? I dont need to! Cause i know someone that is far more greater than my own understanding already took the pain you and i have in our place. That’s the one and only- Jesus! Am not going to preach on anything, but it’s truely that in HIm we can find forgiveness.

NOOOooooo… you dont understand, This Gurl/ GUy did this to me and it hurt me so deeply that i can feel the pain wherever i go, the places i go, memories will haunt me and stuffs. Like i’ve said… i dont know, but my God knows. Why? cause He drank from your cup friends =) It’s all about our very own self, on where we position ourselves. If we positioned ourselves in unforgiveness, then we are looking forward for bitterness. That’s why when people say i cant do this i cant do that, it’s because where they position themselves to be. if you think this doesnt make any sense, then let this question drive you, what sin is there , that is so so SO big, that God cannot forgive you? If He said that He has taken ALL of our sins, He means all, ALLLL that any pain or suffering one could think of. Then some will say, oh… He’s God, thats why He can etc, but again, He could choose(position) not to, and let us all perish in everlasting fire, but He did not.

So friends, i truely believe that many break-ups, divorce, and especially between friends is caused by unforgiveness. When unforgiveness comes in, it changes into hatred, hatred then anger, and anger to rage. Then? REVENGE!!! hmm… not the way. It’s never easy to forgive someone, and could even tear you to bits just doing so. Christ didnt go through a simple death… it was the most tormenting one… why? to get forgiveness from our Creator….

So friends.. where do you position yourselfs today? Still holding to any grudge? It’s time to let go… and Let God! No fault and sin is too big or too difficult to be forgiven by us, cause Christ have took them all with HIm and forgive us all….Yea!!

Wha’s Up Ya’ll??

April 12th, 2006 by shine4christ

It’s been an amazing year, which i guess is the second blog i’ve post this year. But i guess there will be more of it, as the months come along.

So, fo all that reads my blog, hahaha.. am sorry for keeping you all waiting. Cause i didnt know some of you are waiting for me to write le. Hehehe.. cool… maybe i should write a book or something? then you guys can buy?? hahaha.. right, since ive left out a big question mark when i left, then i shall start over again.

I am now currently in Aus, Melbourne! And have been here since 2 months ago. Just looking back, really amazed me on how time flies,and later will be mid-year,and year end! Am now staying in a place where people called it the place to be? That’s funny.. cause all i know, KFC = that’s where i want to be! so a bit confusing la… hahaha….

Oh. and besides having pizzas and some italian food lately, other days i’ve been cooking! so, hahaha… if something happends to me, then you gusy should guess it’s food poisoning la. But so far nothing yet, hehehe…… havent really been much places here but will be going to a camp this coming Good Friday! Ever wnder why it’s a good friday? anyone? hahaha… well, i’ll tell ya when easter break is over. And why Easter have bunnies one? hmm.. choc as well?? my my…. anyone knows?? hahaha… well, i will post up some pics around next week and stay tuned to more of my upcomings in Aus.

So friends, how is life? especially the ones in Malaysia? well… i have to be honest that i am not doing a very good job in telling each one of you that i’ve come to Aus. But for all you who knows, please pass this msg around. Just got "tembak" by a friend cause dunno i’m in Aus, hehehe.. sorry lo. Well, i guess now it’s also the time for some of my friends in KL havign exams eh? hahaha… oh well, guys! Press on ya? Just have to believe in what God can do to bring you through the papers! Simple, all you need is to read yuor stuff, do your work and the others? leave it to God!! am sure He will not fail you. I am not a A++ student nor am i brilliant. but i know one ting is for sure, that God did not create us dumb! so there is no excuse for us to say that i am stupid la or cant think la. Just try relax and gather up yourself, am sure you’ll all get pass it! Like i do =)

I’ve realised that as i come to this Island, that there are many things that i need to learn. Besides the culture and food. I learnt that people here are "enthusiastic"(hope no grammar error) it’s like even when it’s a class, people here just answer questions, raise questions and not fearng of what people tend to think about what other think. Ever feel like, when lecturer ask is there a question? then the class will be silent, and then the lecturer will continue and at the end of class, what lecturer says? you don’t know? well.. over here> i learnt one thing, you pay your fee, you have the right to ask him/her till you understand! Cause if you dont, then migth as well pay for the exam fees and study at home. It’s true that here, lecturers dont force you to do work, and why? because they know at this age, you are able to think rationally todecide what is good for one self

so, i also ask myself. When class starts and when i’m slacking to go for class… i just ask myself, " should i? or Must i?" i chose " i must" and my days of uni here are never the same again! S0, if there is once anyone of you feel slack, just try this, should i continue to sleep or i must get up to study? hahaha… i also dunno what i typed, but that’s what motivates me. besides that, i must give the credit to morning devotion as well. It surely organizes my day ;)

oh well… just want to say, i’m missing all of you! Life truely is diff without you guys! Just want to say, that even i dont msg you personally, or buzz you, that doesnt mean you should do the same to me ya? hahaha… i will know what is happening to you, so…is it too late to msg me and talk and update again?? well, to me, it’s never too late!  I"ll be right here, waiting for your msgs or mails. i cant give you my hugs or my advice. But i can take some of your worries and sadness away from you! So… take care ya’ll. I will be waiting~~ Take care and God Bless!!!

Sun’s BAcK!!!

February 7th, 2006 by shine4christ

Hello my blog. It has been like ages since i last wrote something here. But for all my friends who are just curious of what i’m doing, i just wanan apologize for being so quiet since i got back. I just have to say that i did wrote a blog last month but guess what?The com hang… and so it didnt manage to save everything i’ve typed. So… now the key point is.. i’m back..hehehe but not for long

Just for some memories- Year 05 has really been a year changing year for me. Getting to know people, hurting people, lost some friends, and in sports, i lost my fav hang time as i’ve hurt myself, And most important of all is to say goodbye to my close ones in college, church and around West Malaysia. I really cannot name all of you but surely, those i wanna mention is James, Gerald HO( Surprised?), Kah Wai, Jen May, Ah BAo, Alvin Tan. Delia and Yuen Mei. All of you guys play the pioneer and the earliest group of friends i know and keep in contact till now. However, there is still a group here that remains Rock on in my life and that is NIc, Shanti, Justin Ng and Cheah,Jessica, Nemo, Pram, P.Sann, Sam, Karen Lai, Beng, Varsha and so many more……

The one most important and happy thing that happened in my life is to see one of my brothers come to the Lord. It’s not a great timing though as i was about to leave until he ame up and told me he wanna be a "Lil Christ" too. Here the credit i give to the NICCF com, people and most impactful family church- GFS Banting, which have really poured out a lot to him, an area of church where i believe none can feel it unless they try it. And yes, the man- TZE. i really welcome you into God’s kingdom = )

Just want to say loads of thanks to all that have pour out their expereince in life with me, and i’m ever glad that i can be a part of the rainbow in each of your lifes. If there is any of my offence that have hurt you all deeply, i want to say that i’m sorry and i would gladly accept and listen if eing told again.

here, i want to make a statement that although there are still names that i didnt mention, i just want you guys to remember thati have no favouritism of the names i’ve listed. All of you, new and old frieds form each parcel of my education life!! So I want to say ARIGATOu GOZAIMASu!!! THANKS SO MUCH!!!!

B@Ck AGaiN~~

August 29th, 2005 by shine4christ

it’s been like centuries since i last wrote something here…. so much has happened in the past 1 month and yet all seems just like a blink of an eye. And before i actually knew it… majority of my friends have left college.. And i am just thinking~~ what on earth am i still doing here?

Friends that i’ve met and eventually same course with me have graduated and some also working. While some, younger than me are now in the working community…. Somehow the thought` i am living a bad tesimony` came into my mind(thanks KB) truely i have no idea what impact or testmonial i can give to my friends when they questioned me how much more for me to finish. I am sorry guys, even my parents that i have dissapoint you all..  i just want to tell the whole world that i am putting an end to my sluggardness and be right on track, where i will strive on and and do my best. That’s why i have friends that surround me that kept me going and going(thanks to all of you all). Just want to say that right now, that if i ever do slack- friends, whack me hard and remind me big time right? cause i do need your help at all times = ). Wann join you guys in the working world man …haha

As for here, been going to places with friends like Genting, KL, Seremban, Sunway,Summit and etc…. It all happened so fast and yet exciting. HAve some funny ,happy times with Karen in Genting, with my all time buddies Ken, Alwyn, Shanti, XY and Joey. Met up with Winne which really spent us some food there. Thanks Winne, you’re truely a blessing since i know you.

That’s all for the fun, and now a time of seriousness where I went to a Christian event called the GIG Tour in the summit. The most mind blowing thing is that each speakers speak from their heart (Ps Kenneth, Sandra and Ryan). I realize that we might be different in our skin colours, but what really edify and makes us diffferent then the person around us is ~the vision that is set before our minds. I thank God that although at the first place i did dragged my feet to go, the last day of it i hope it never end! Kids,children, teenage girls like 12-14 years of age coming together and seek God at that place! I was reallt taken aback seeing some girls from their school CF praying earnetsly claiming that whatever activited be done in the school will be done by christians. WOW!! A prayer so powerful that really encourages me to even come before the Lord and seek His ways. It is so true that even in the show "THe ISland" even states that even clones Will die Without having a purpose/vision to live with !!!

I would truely say that it’s really phenomena!! Beng,KAren, Beng Soon and me, our lives.. will never be the same….We met God that time!!Then i got back not long and watch the show "Coach Carter". If you liked Remember the Titans,, then this is a show you must not miss either. A Question was thrown-

What is Your deepest fear? Is it death? Poverty? Insecureness? Curse?Betrayal? Love? etc……

"Our deepest fear is not that we’re inadequate

Our deepest fear is that we’re powerful beyond measure

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us

Your playing small does not serve the world..

There was nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you

We were all meant to shine as children do…

It is not just in some of us, it is in everyone

And as we let our own life shine

We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same,

As we are liberated from our own fear

Our presence automatically liberate others"    —– Coach Ken Carter

my answer is salvation… and that my salvation in Christ will make people see and come to know God that they might not perish, and that my actions today wont cause someone to stumble tomorrow…SO what are you living today? A blessing or a curse? God can help us = P