On Going Blogger = )

Finally it’s holidays again… really cant wait to go back to my hometown again. Altough i did went back like in CNY but i am missing it ever since. Seems like there is something really pulling me back. Guess it’s my new born puppies~~ friends and church i guess..I ended my day today with a hard game of basketball with some Kenya guys. Was not anm easy game but we won somehow.. ah..the feeling of WINNING. hahahaha

However, like i’ve said, everyday is a new day, and a new lesson learnt. I saw my mail and in there enclose one of my friend’s mail by the name of Cheryl. The matter is a prayer request. It somehow got me thinking a bit of how one active guy like CJ can just end up with one of the world’s most feared~ Brain cancer. IS it only that at times like this that only we can uplift him to God’s attention?? And is it the questions in our head is , Why God? Why him?? Why is this happening to him? Or is it, " why LORD that i did not make the step when i can to reach out to him?" "I wish i could have done it LAASSST time when i met him"….all of these just came into my head and i realised… I did not do my part too!!

Not only to CJ, but my close ones as well… even if i did, i just ask them , "hei wanna go church?" and if they say no.. i just stopped there. So, did i do my part? YES…… NOT! i forget the most important part, to lift them up in prayers! So many times i just see, it’s always us doing our part, or what we call it the self trinity- " ME, Myself and I" but way above us there is one GOD there calling, " Hei , I’m here!! Need me?" but i never just bother  =( So it came to my senses again, I am not alone! Because i know if i cant handle with what i have, God can! So many times i tried calling friends, and when they say no, i also say forget it WITHOUT allowing them a second chance; in our prayers this time asking GOD to deal with them ; )

So my concern, not only a reminder to me but those who did drop by here. Each of us need prayers, whether we are Christians or not. If you know that we should pray for each brother and sisters in christ, we should intercede and pray even more for our friends who are not believers cause they need our prayers more. As i end here, i just know that… it’s no time for blaming ourselves, or the time or even GOD?!? but to get to pray for our friends, and friends and friends…. CJ, you are always in my prayers… Guys there, didnt know who he is?He is one of our lost sheep, so just keep him in prayers.. ; ) God bless

My second time here, so it seems that this really is a place where people can login, and see what you have to say about their daily life eh??So i had a greatttt Time at STM SeremBAn last Friday. HAd a retreat with some CF committes and just chill out. I think this is why retreats need to be done.. cause after a hectic week/months in college. A breakaway in another environment is really soothing. We planned stuffs for the next camp, played basketball, cards,and even feast like scavangers(correct ah) on the last night! Realized 2 things during the retreat!

The first thing is that, you guys- Asley,Jessica,Justin,Grace,Lydia,"My Yew Pui" and not forgetting Joanne…. it really was a great time fellowshipping with you guys. More than i could expect at the retreat, we all got together and was united again. That is really one thing i will never forget.The laughter and fun and lessosn we had… just AWESOME. Want to say more? STM is  just ordinary… but  the things we did there together? EXTraordinary!!! Love you guys!! God BLess!!

Now… how to actually come back to know God? Where do i stand now compared to my first love fo HIm last time? I know i am further away, and in order for me to to have my PASSION RELOADED again, i must look into my daily walk again. As i reflect back, it’s truely how amazing how God actually blessed be through the semester. PAssed my finals, blessed me in financial(won some extra cash in a competition),and a whole month of Food Fiesta in GFS and all around, but…. i took him for granted and didnt do my part just giving time to Him.

See?!? This is Amazing Grace.. despite of all I took for granted,not doing my part in just spanding time with HIm, yet HE still bless!I dont deserve it! In the lie, society we live in today, do good so good will be in retuen to You, but With GOD, HE is Always good now and forever even if we didnt do anything to HIm.. just want to say God~~ You are SImply the Best!

well… i must say that this is my fist time blogging but i have to admit that this will be one of the things i will do to keep you guys there updated on what i am doing here. So i guess this will be more better than sending personal mails right? I think by now blogging is almost an out dated thing but sad to say i am just getting a hang of it 0_o” so sorry la guys..

just want to say that i just finished up one assignment today, was a bit rushed because i have to redo it. Well.. to be precise, i didnt attend one of his lectures and he somehow have changed it to another "compulsory must answer question" while i did the other not wanted question. Really thank God that i realised it on Thursday and it gave me enough time to do it till this morning… had a game of basketball and my team beat all the other teams.. hahahaha, so happy cause none of us are playing serious but i guess my team mates are good ( Clap Clap for them ; ) )

most of you guys are having your finlas right? just want to wish all of you the best on all that you do. Just hand on a little while more and it’s gonna be over and then BREeeeaKKKAWay time right??

Just wanna leave a word for those who feel physically and mentally tired;

"But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will keep soar on wings lke eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint"    (Isaiah 40 : 31)

so now i have to say is… ComRAdes!! ChargGGEee!!!!!