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it’s been like centuries since i last wrote something here…. so much has happened in the past 1 month and yet all seems just like a blink of an eye. And before i actually knew it… majority of my friends have left college.. And i am just thinking~~ what on earth am i still doing here?

Friends that i’ve met and eventually same course with me have graduated and some also working. While some, younger than me are now in the working community…. Somehow the thought` i am living a bad tesimony` came into my mind(thanks KB) truely i have no idea what impact or testmonial i can give to my friends when they questioned me how much more for me to finish. I am sorry guys, even my parents that i have dissapoint you all..  i just want to tell the whole world that i am putting an end to my sluggardness and be right on track, where i will strive on and and do my best. That’s why i have friends that surround me that kept me going and going(thanks to all of you all). Just want to say that right now, that if i ever do slack- friends, whack me hard and remind me big time right? cause i do need your help at all times = ). Wann join you guys in the working world man …haha

As for here, been going to places with friends like Genting, KL, Seremban, Sunway,Summit and etc…. It all happened so fast and yet exciting. HAve some funny ,happy times with Karen in Genting, with my all time buddies Ken, Alwyn, Shanti, XY and Joey. Met up with Winne which really spent us some food there. Thanks Winne, you’re truely a blessing since i know you.

That’s all for the fun, and now a time of seriousness where I went to a Christian event called the GIG Tour in the summit. The most mind blowing thing is that each speakers speak from their heart (Ps Kenneth, Sandra and Ryan). I realize that we might be different in our skin colours, but what really edify and makes us diffferent then the person around us is ~the vision that is set before our minds. I thank God that although at the first place i did dragged my feet to go, the last day of it i hope it never end! Kids,children, teenage girls like 12-14 years of age coming together and seek God at that place! I was reallt taken aback seeing some girls from their school CF praying earnetsly claiming that whatever activited be done in the school will be done by christians. WOW!! A prayer so powerful that really encourages me to even come before the Lord and seek His ways. It is so true that even in the show "THe ISland" even states that even clones Will die Without having a purpose/vision to live with !!!

I would truely say that it’s really phenomena!! Beng,KAren, Beng Soon and me, our lives.. will never be the same….We met God that time!!Then i got back not long and watch the show "Coach Carter". If you liked Remember the Titans,, then this is a show you must not miss either. A Question was thrown-

What is Your deepest fear? Is it death? Poverty? Insecureness? Curse?Betrayal? Love? etc……

"Our deepest fear is not that we’re inadequate

Our deepest fear is that we’re powerful beyond measure

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us

Your playing small does not serve the world..

There was nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you

We were all meant to shine as children do…

It is not just in some of us, it is in everyone

And as we let our own life shine

We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same,

As we are liberated from our own fear

Our presence automatically liberate others"    —– Coach Ken Carter

my answer is salvation… and that my salvation in Christ will make people see and come to know God that they might not perish, and that my actions today wont cause someone to stumble tomorrow…SO what are you living today? A blessing or a curse? God can help us = P