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It has been 4 months, and after the camp i had, besides knowing friends from all over the world, easter was just amazing to me. Getting to see people’s life change is even better than any other celebration around the world. Believe it or not, as we celebrate for ones salvation, Heaven is throwing a party! Although, still i dunno where on earth the easter Bunny appears, but it still makes me wonder. Why on earth is there easter eggs? and bunnies? for all i know, BUnny dont lay eggs!! especially Choc flavoured ones as well 0_o??i wonder…

Weather is now cold like 2C everyday, but compared to some of my friends on up NOrth on the globe, guess you guys must have gone through some brain freeze moments yea? haha.. for me… i just like chilling feeling, like those in the fridge, not like in the cold storage freezers type.

This time round, i’ve been looking into the area that most people cannot seem to let go, Unforgiveness. For us that know’s how it’s like when someone hurts you, BIG time, it seems impossible for us to forgive him/her. Thoughts like," I’ll Never Be able to fogive her, or He cannot be forgiven, He This to me, she that to me…. the list just goes on and on. I myself lived in this world, and betrayal, unloyalty and even backstabbing.. all that you can name of besides murder has already occured in my life. Some of you guys must be thinking, yea yea… you’re different and you have no idea what i went through and how the person/ what the person did to me is non- even comparable to what you could imagine… i agree that, but guess what? I dont need to! Cause i know someone that is far more greater than my own understanding already took the pain you and i have in our place. That’s the one and only- Jesus! Am not going to preach on anything, but it’s truely that in HIm we can find forgiveness.

NOOOooooo… you dont understand, This Gurl/ GUy did this to me and it hurt me so deeply that i can feel the pain wherever i go, the places i go, memories will haunt me and stuffs. Like i’ve said… i dont know, but my God knows. Why? cause He drank from your cup friends =) It’s all about our very own self, on where we position ourselves. If we positioned ourselves in unforgiveness, then we are looking forward for bitterness. That’s why when people say i cant do this i cant do that, it’s because where they position themselves to be. if you think this doesnt make any sense, then let this question drive you, what sin is there , that is so so SO big, that God cannot forgive you? If He said that He has taken ALL of our sins, He means all, ALLLL that any pain or suffering one could think of. Then some will say, oh… He’s God, thats why He can etc, but again, He could choose(position) not to, and let us all perish in everlasting fire, but He did not.

So friends, i truely believe that many break-ups, divorce, and especially between friends is caused by unforgiveness. When unforgiveness comes in, it changes into hatred, hatred then anger, and anger to rage. Then? REVENGE!!! hmm… not the way. It’s never easy to forgive someone, and could even tear you to bits just doing so. Christ didnt go through a simple death… it was the most tormenting one… why? to get forgiveness from our Creator….

So friends.. where do you position yourselfs today? Still holding to any grudge? It’s time to let go… and Let God! No fault and sin is too big or too difficult to be forgiven by us, cause Christ have took them all with HIm and forgive us all….Yea!!

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