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This Blog, is dedicated to the One and only, none and the other, Creator of life, The Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, life-saver, my Lord and most of all my friends, God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

MAny of you might know or dont know that i have been struggling with my studies, and true enough a person at my ag ought to be working right now, not in uni or somesort. But i guess God is bringing me a lifetime of lessosn which only can be learnt at Uni times. This is an incident, where i told God that if you make it happen, i’ll blog your name here.

Last semester was pretty crazy for me. New environment,new friends and ne things to tryout! no doubt when it comes to studies i was a lil slack, but i did give in more effort than any college years. Funny, it’s like every year i always study harder than before, is it suppose to be that way?It all came to the point when my finals was over and the results. Interestingly, although i know i’m going to fail at least 2, i only falied one.. was really dissapointed but on the same hand, i felt it was crazy cause i only needed 3 points to pass… my hols was instantly spoilt carrying the guilt and that i have to tell my parents about this! I tried to convince them at that time, i was sick and that my housemates were present to be my witness, i was like turning blue that whole week. Then i decided to go to look for the lecturer, and decided to plead for extra marks. I could still come back in Jan to take the supplementary paper, but i dont want to come back so early just to get one paper….

I teid looking for the lecturer for 2 weeks, and i cant find her. Mailed her personal mail, and no reply.. worse still it bounces back replying that it’s not a valid e-mail add… was really depressed and tired going everyday to look for her. Then in my most down situation, i hear a voice telling me," Praise Him" i was like, huh? if i praise now, my mum would bring me as a living sacrifice to praise the Lions man… but then, nevertheless i stiil praise HIm, and while doing so i felt the urge to pray over this subject,and somehow a very deep and convincng spirit assured that i’m going to pass it. ( still i need to find my lecturer !!)

I went on and in the end mailed the uni tellinf that i cant find her, and ask for immediate assistance. Later i foudn out was that she was teaching in another Uni, and that she manage to be located and get back to me. She requested that we meet on one Monday, which will see how it goes. It was thursday. Then througout the days i prayed, until sunday when i go to church. This is th most amazing thing!

Ps. Matt was sharing and he came to a point of indentifying a problem, then praying, and lastly on Prophecy! this blew me away as it hit me hard that to make the paper pass is a big problem, but nevertheless, i prayed and prophesy that i am going to pass the paper! It was a moment of enjoyment and laughter as you hear the whole church, began to claim and prophecy on each others lives! it was just great! Hench, when the service is over, i got back timid again.. not knowing what the lecturer will do. But when i got back to my room i prayed again, claiming that i’ll get to pass the paper, cause my God never Fails me!!

On the long awaiting day, i went to see the lecturer… i was just steps away and the fear of being rejected is surfacing my thoughts! let me remind you, that she gives the grads to people, very very lowly…as in, out of 60%, the highest was like 45%? just totally crazy. Then i closed my eyes, and prayed at the front door of her office claiming and prophecy again to see my paper pass! Then i went it~~

She sat there, saw me and greeted me and then we were talkign about what happened. i found out that there was a letter which i gave her to inform her of my incapability to perform my best during her paper, but she cliams that it never reached her. So we talked about the problem and she was like a lil reluctant to give me points. While explaining why i did badly my heart was like praying as well, like… God Slain Her in Your name, that she will change my points, hahaha.. crazy thought! but that’s what happened. She then turned around and took my paper, and open and read it… then before i know whatw as going on, she then told me she managed to allocate some points which can add up to my final grad… and thus… i PAssed!!!

I was so overjoyed that i was lost for words, and almost knelt down in front of her in gratitude! But the greatest feeling was that my heart wa sshouting OUt, " GODDD You ROCK!!!!" hahaha… and thus then… another miracle happen in my life.

I thank you Lord for challenging me to prophecy on things which seems impossible in our eyes. So many times we’ve always put you in our world of boxes limiting what you can do in our lifes,and i am truely guilty to be one of them! it’s lie when i’m in toruble that i will go open this box, but then i will limit you to do certain things eg: oh, My God can do this only, he wont do that, He He he… hai… who are we to limit Him? I thanked you Lord, for helping me teraing up the box and see what you can do! Truely, my God is Big, So strong so Mighty, Cares for me, goes beyond my wildest dreams… and there’s nothing my God cannot do. My God is BIGG!!

it’s realllllly been a long long time since i last posted something here, hmm… but guess it doesnt matter anyway.Am not a frequent blogger, so…. hahaha, forgive for those who ever wanted to read my blog.

A big thank you for all that have remembered my birthday. Oh, i’ve aged, but age is just a number, and i am still the nutsy as ever! To the group here that somewhat surprise me, giving the first Auzzie birthday celebration, but again…Asian Rulez!! hahaha.. i am not racist, just that those who really celebrated for me are all Asians =) i dont blame anyone here for not remembering my birthday, due to fact that i am still considered a newbie in this country. A special thanks to Joanna, for baking me a "bayley" cheesecake( hope i didnt say wrongly) it’s one of the most richest, finest cheesecake since i ever ate. So whoever she marries, hahaha….. will go Cheeseee SIn all following years, hahaha.. o.k o.k -_-”’  But not forgetting, those who were there as well, Win, Jo, Vinc, Lisa, Lisye, Lyn and Anthony.

Remembering again, for all those who msg me, sennt a testi to me, it doesnt matter if its not a gift, but your greetings to me have really moved my heart most. Hin Loong, Ashley, Kat-Miao, Linda Bo,Jayson, James, Ivy,Karen Lai, Felicia, Felix, Anne, LegoBeng, Ken, Esther and Connie. Thank You for remembering my big day =) oh, i’ve got a t-shirt, and 3 cakes to eat for my birthday, Woohooo!(one of it is Joanna’s le, hahaha)

a special dedication to Delia, and also Shanti. Delia, thanks for calling, although it was a day late, i treasure more the moments we chatted on the phone with so much cathching up to do!!And you are also one friend who soemtimes seems MIA but then when meet up, it seems like we have never part before.. it’s cool Dels ; )

Shanti, i always knew you wont forget my birthday, dunno why, but of all people, i knew you surely will send me something,just that this time it was in your xanga! looking back at the pics you posted, i suddenly realised how much time have passed and we have known each other. Not to say we are closely related because of the sense we were childhood friends, but the bond of us exceeds the of childhood being! it doesnt matter, i still see you more than a sister, a friend, someone accountable in my life =) Thanks for everything!!

Then here, i want to say thanks to my mum and sis who called me to wish me as well. These people are the most important in my life. Without them, i mught be in a jail cell now, lost in the world, and hopeless. Thanks Mum and sis, I love you all, and always will. I Am always always your sunnyboy, since young and now, and forever will. Sorry for turning into a crazy guy right now, but mum, i got that from you, hahaha..

Oh, i forgot.. to my dear angel… thanks for being with me all the while! You’ve endured with me so much, even when i am lousy to you.As both of us know we chose this future together. It’s not an easy one, and the bumps, storms and winds will come against us. And in a matter in fact, it did! You stood by me, encourage me and have been accountable to me so much. Although it’s the 2nd year i cant celebrte this  birthday with you together, i am looking forward to the ones we will in the future!! Thank you again, my dear angel… Angel Lim.

Before i end this today, this blog entry is just a gratitude, for friends who has been with me, know me, hurt me, crush me,guide me, laugh with me and of course love me….. all of you, made me who i am today! Not like i have become successful in life, but i have found out that life is so different with you. Knowing that i am not alone, is the greatest birthday present of all. One thing if i am successful in life, i would say its meeting all of you. here i quote from Visa" there are somethings money cant buy" having a car to go mamak = RM 60K

having petrol to go mamak= RM 60

having Roti canai at mamk =RM 0.60

having You guys either in or off mamak   = Priceless!!   Thank You all!!