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MAny of you might know or dont know that i have been struggling with my studies, and true enough a person at my ag ought to be working right now, not in uni or somesort. But i guess God is bringing me a lifetime of lessosn which only can be learnt at Uni times. This is an incident, where i told God that if you make it happen, i’ll blog your name here.

Last semester was pretty crazy for me. New environment,new friends and ne things to tryout! no doubt when it comes to studies i was a lil slack, but i did give in more effort than any college years. Funny, it’s like every year i always study harder than before, is it suppose to be that way?It all came to the point when my finals was over and the results. Interestingly, although i know i’m going to fail at least 2, i only falied one.. was really dissapointed but on the same hand, i felt it was crazy cause i only needed 3 points to pass… my hols was instantly spoilt carrying the guilt and that i have to tell my parents about this! I tried to convince them at that time, i was sick and that my housemates were present to be my witness, i was like turning blue that whole week. Then i decided to go to look for the lecturer, and decided to plead for extra marks. I could still come back in Jan to take the supplementary paper, but i dont want to come back so early just to get one paper….

I teid looking for the lecturer for 2 weeks, and i cant find her. Mailed her personal mail, and no reply.. worse still it bounces back replying that it’s not a valid e-mail add… was really depressed and tired going everyday to look for her. Then in my most down situation, i hear a voice telling me," Praise Him" i was like, huh? if i praise now, my mum would bring me as a living sacrifice to praise the Lions man… but then, nevertheless i stiil praise HIm, and while doing so i felt the urge to pray over this subject,and somehow a very deep and convincng spirit assured that i’m going to pass it. ( still i need to find my lecturer !!)

I went on and in the end mailed the uni tellinf that i cant find her, and ask for immediate assistance. Later i foudn out was that she was teaching in another Uni, and that she manage to be located and get back to me. She requested that we meet on one Monday, which will see how it goes. It was thursday. Then througout the days i prayed, until sunday when i go to church. This is th most amazing thing!

Ps. Matt was sharing and he came to a point of indentifying a problem, then praying, and lastly on Prophecy! this blew me away as it hit me hard that to make the paper pass is a big problem, but nevertheless, i prayed and prophesy that i am going to pass the paper! It was a moment of enjoyment and laughter as you hear the whole church, began to claim and prophecy on each others lives! it was just great! Hench, when the service is over, i got back timid again.. not knowing what the lecturer will do. But when i got back to my room i prayed again, claiming that i’ll get to pass the paper, cause my God never Fails me!!

On the long awaiting day, i went to see the lecturer… i was just steps away and the fear of being rejected is surfacing my thoughts! let me remind you, that she gives the grads to people, very very lowly…as in, out of 60%, the highest was like 45%? just totally crazy. Then i closed my eyes, and prayed at the front door of her office claiming and prophecy again to see my paper pass! Then i went it~~

She sat there, saw me and greeted me and then we were talkign about what happened. i found out that there was a letter which i gave her to inform her of my incapability to perform my best during her paper, but she cliams that it never reached her. So we talked about the problem and she was like a lil reluctant to give me points. While explaining why i did badly my heart was like praying as well, like… God Slain Her in Your name, that she will change my points, hahaha.. crazy thought! but that’s what happened. She then turned around and took my paper, and open and read it… then before i know whatw as going on, she then told me she managed to allocate some points which can add up to my final grad… and thus… i PAssed!!!

I was so overjoyed that i was lost for words, and almost knelt down in front of her in gratitude! But the greatest feeling was that my heart wa sshouting OUt, " GODDD You ROCK!!!!" hahaha… and thus then… another miracle happen in my life.

I thank you Lord for challenging me to prophecy on things which seems impossible in our eyes. So many times we’ve always put you in our world of boxes limiting what you can do in our lifes,and i am truely guilty to be one of them! it’s lie when i’m in toruble that i will go open this box, but then i will limit you to do certain things eg: oh, My God can do this only, he wont do that, He He he… hai… who are we to limit Him? I thanked you Lord, for helping me teraing up the box and see what you can do! Truely, my God is Big, So strong so Mighty, Cares for me, goes beyond my wildest dreams… and there’s nothing my God cannot do. My God is BIGG!!

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